I won't say that it was the day in my life that i decided to become a photographer, but yes sure i realized that i promised myself that i will someday pickup a slr camera and shoot something.
Four years later, i find myself in the cosmopolitan city of Bangalore, studying engineering, more like a dream come true for a small town boy. But this cosmopolitan religion of this town was the thing that reignited the fire of photography in me, I soon came in contact with various photography groups in the city, Bangalore Photography Club was one of them where i found various such self motivated enthusiasts who found time for photography even while working under high pressure IT jobs, they spoke in a language that inspired me to take up a camera.
It was though a painful time, with all the expectation of parents, to see me do well, take up a job in the IT, work 9 to 5 in front of a computer screen and selling the Americans some stupid software. Somewhere within me i felt i had a wild horse, that wouldn't let me live this life. So what did i do? I started saving up my pocket allowance to buy any cheapest camera available in the market big brands surely weren't an option for me. A year later I settled for a Olympus E500, a great camera that was to serve me for next two years of my photography infancy.
During these two years i learned a lot from various photographers, whether Indian or international. I was inspired by the simplistic, humane patriotic style of Raghu Rai's street life, the passion, artistry thought provoking portraits of Steve McCurry, the devotion and insight in Reza's style, or whether it be Ansel Adams who provoked a nation towards fragile ecosystem of yellow stone. I am also inspired by the new generation photographers like Joe Mc Nally, Chase Jarvis, Zach Arias, Ryan Lobo, Indian Fashion photographers like Atul Kasbekar, Daboo Ratnani, Jatin Kampani, Anirban Brahma.
I have always tried to pick a thing or two from them and i am developing a style that revolve around these people, sometimes i feel that there is a sense of guilt inside me that i don't have an original style, what ever i do is borrowed from someone.
I hope to move on the path of self discovery, and hope i figure out uniqueness in myself sometime soon.